"About My Journal" 

  why i'm doing "this"

The purpose of my web page is to fulfill a need for "self expression" - and help others in "that" process. This past year - I got a bit "lost" as I grappled with issues regarding my future plans, present status - and of course - my chosen "lifestyle". My waywardness "glared" through these pages. How? Simple - I "added" almost nothing. 

I "wrote" - but never finished. I "finished" - but never published. In other words - I got too concerned about "being right" - versus just "being me".

In case you're not aware - I face "slight" issues with obsessive compulsive behavior. *Laugh* "Perfectionism" is my gift - and my nightmare. I've added this new section to help me get "back on track". 

how my journal "reads"

Rather than include my "thoughts" by chronology - I've organized them by major subject - then - by chronology. This way - you can explore recent thoughts and ideas on issues you find most appealing. Of course - some entries include a bit of two or more subjects. I just "stuck" those where it seemed appropriate.  Whatever...*Laugh*

I added "excerpts" from my regular journal to help create a starting "perspective" - on where some of my more recent "entries" are coming from. I hope it "makes sense"...I rarely do. *Smile*

I intend to update my my journal at least "weekly" - and include "a note" - on which section the newest entry "is included". 

We'll see how that "works"...*Smile*

"rules" regarding the reading of my journal

Want to "read" my journal? "Cool" - that's why I included it. *Smile* I only "ask" that you follow a few basic guidelines:

"Please keep your opinions to yourself" - Your about to get into "my head", "my heart", "my fears", "my dreams" - my very soul. Some of these "feelings" are made of granite. You couldn't "phase" them with an atomic bomb blast. "Others" are more like snow flakes - one breath - and all the magic & beauty is gone. Sometimes I'm not sure "which is which". Please do me the honor of not assuming you "know" either...**kiss**

I repeat - "please keep your opinions to yourself" - You're going to find areas where I'm "wrong". I'm slightly "opinionated" - in case you've never noticed. *Laugh*. I realize this means I'm often "wrong". However, I've also found what some people consider "wrong" - is just "a difference of opinion". If you have trouble with "this" - please don't read my journal. ((hugs))

I'm living "my life" - you're enjoying "yours". Let's remember this country "works" a lot like good vegetable soup - it's the combined variety of "tastes" - that make it so special...

Please don't "judge me" by single statements or entries - Like everyone else...I have "good hair days" - and rotten moments. I'm as likely to contradict myself as I am to discover "truism". It's called "life" - and living. If I'm "right" 51% percent of the time...I figure I'm a winner! 

I'm "breakable" - Some people find my "honesty & openness" helpful at times. Well - I can't get much more "open" than this. *Laugh* Just remember...I'm a pretty tough "cookie" - but I'm very "breakable".  I cry and feel remorse over the simplest of issues. Nothing tends to "hurt" me more - than "feeling" that I've "hurt" another being. As I share certain thoughts - please remember - I mean no harm to anyone. I'm simply attempting to enjoy life - being "me"...**kiss**

off we go...

Okay - that's it. Thanks for reading "this" first. ((hugs)) As I get "back on track" - I'll begin adding new sections to my web page. Until then...keep smiling!! **kiss**

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